I`m free now. My life of everlast test will come to an end. It`s a good news to me, but it seems a little bit of strange in days without tests, the hateful goals. I`ve go an exmination fo military yesterday. It is capable that I don`t have to go to the military, such a big shock. the reason is I have flat foot, and that`s why I always harm my feet with exercise. Primitively, I want to think about my goal of life in the military, or dig in my mind to find something. Maybe I have to make a decision quickly, for coming social life.
Few days ago, I saw something. A girl`s friend of mine are playing kyudo now, within kendo. I don`t know if I am the reason. I like her, and I did something to let her know that. I failed. we never got in touch since that. I ask her friend whether she won`t play kendo anymore but kyudo. Her friend told me that most of us are almost retired. Her speaking relax my nerves, but maybe I have to take some responsibility to her action. I just hope she`s happy right now.
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