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Today I'm thing about balance, just when I take a shower, and the words that father said. Standing on his position, I can realize why he always talk to me in that way. But I have my reason to refuse at least half of his kindness, because his words are not all suitable to me. We are very different in many ways, personality, characteristics, the way we think, and so many other thing I cannot point out rapidly. However, the most familiarity between us is patience. I don't mean temper. I'm not patient but I am good tempered, but my father is totally not. Anyway, I find my goal in the way of Ph.D regardless of the need and want from my father or the way he promise to give me. It is just certainly concerning about my own careers in the future and then enhancing the possibility of attaining my dream, having a good wife, lovely children and family.

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Got something additional crap today? I don't know what will happen in the next minute, but I do strike out the troubles happened since morning. Once I feel anxious to things annoying me, I will, at least when I am aware of that, tell myself just calm down and observe what's going on. These things don't have real bad on you usually. It is just that you are feeling bad, and the truth is that negative emotion affects your act. Therefore, next time when you feel not good, just take a deep breath, walk around or think carefully about what's going and what's the next. Then you'll take your life to the normal status.