Growth

Something happened today. People are curious about things that they don`t realize. I was sleeping in MRT from Taipei station to Banqiao. Three girls though my sleeping type are funny, which had no backup behind my neck, and they just keep laughing. I heard some part of their talking. It`s impolite, actually, but I`m not angry. The only thing I want to know is why they can burst out laughing so much about it. It`s really weird.

The growth of this accident is I`m not angry. That`s all.

Days after tests

I`m free now. My life of everlast test will come to an end. It`s a good news to me, but it seems a little bit of strange in days without tests, the hateful goals. I`ve go an exmination fo military yesterday. It is capable that I don`t have to go to the military, such a big shock. the reason is I have flat foot, and that`s why I always harm my feet with exercise. Primitively, I want to think about my goal of life in the military, or dig in my mind to find something. Maybe I have to make a decision quickly, for coming social life.

Few days ago, I saw something. A girl`s friend of mine are playing kyudo now, within kendo. I don`t know if I am the reason. I like her, and I did something to let her know that. I failed. we never got in touch since that. I ask her friend whether she won`t play kendo anymore but kyudo. Her friend told me that most of us are almost retired. Her speaking relax my nerves, but maybe I have to take some responsibility to her action. I just hope she`s happy right now.

Nervous

Tomorrow I have a test. I will go to NCCU to do my test. I don`t know if I will meet her. If yes, I hope I will have courage to talk to her. God bless me.

diary

I am appreciated for meeting people besides me, no matter who he is, even he is just a friend of my friends. I learned so many things on everyone, and that made me grow up so much. I am not young anymore, I`m a man right now. Obviously, I have reponsibility.

A weird thing

Somtimes I feel embarrassed to someone in my relationship. I feel strange why and when I `m gonna this situation and I find some quasi-answers(not the real answers) about that. First, I`m weird. Maybe I am just thinking too much. Second, the guy feels weird. Maybe the person is thinking too much to talk to me naturally. In the end, maybe we`re weird or we are not weird. It`s not an abnormal thing at all. This society is like the relationship between me and that person. There are so many misunderstandable between person and person, so that we are cold, to every one. I like a song sung by John Lennon, "Love" I thought it`s the real answer to every problem. "Love is knowing we can be."

An inconvenient truth

I`m just watching over the movie "An iconvenient truth" The main actor, the ex-vice president, Gore said something that we must face. It really occurs me. I have to take it serious so that we can help this world. Maybe the green economics is the part I want to know. The movie said there are a old adage in Africa "Prey on your feet."(I don`t remember if it is. Anyway, It`s that mean.) I hope and I will do.

Mars 10

It`s so boring today. I have taken a seat in front of my computer, moved my hand on the keyboard and mouse and played games and surfed everywhere for this whole day. Sometimes I am regreted for that because it`s not important to spend so much time on them. OK, I`ll be more serious on my life. there are two tests after 6 days. Actually, I am not nervous because it`s another feeling I have. I am confounded, so I just keep playing and playing. I`m out of this blog to jog. No matter what I am confused, exercise and music are always the answer

First

This is the first article on this blog site.
I have two blog space without this.
I use them in Chinese and I will try to use english on this blog. Translating what I`m thinking from mother language to another language learned for ten years is still a horrid thing, but it`s a thing that I have to do.
I`m scaring making a mistake in English,or most of us, but my teacher said "You will be making mistakes all your life because your mother language is Chinese." I think he is right. That`s why I begin making mistakes on this blog. However, the only one I don`t want to make is forget that I have this blog. :p